Sunday, October 18, 2009

Thinking

I'm pregnant. I just know it.

No, I'm not pregnant. I can't be.

But I have been really tired lately. Is this PMS, or am I pregnant?

And my boobs are mildly sore. This could mean I'm pregnant, or that I'm going to start my period. 

If I'm pregnant, I can finally drink that tea for pregnant women that I bought eight months ago.

Eight months ago, I thought I was pregnant and I wasn't. Why would I be pregnant now?

Today is cycle-day 29, so maybe I should go ahead and test tomorrow morning. 

No, be patient. 

But what if I'm pregnant?

But what if the test is negative. Then what?

Maybe I'll just wait until Friday. If I haven't started my period, I'll test Friday.

Or Wednesday. 






No, Friday.

11 comments:

Ashley said...

Sounds like a conversation that happens inside my head at the end of every month. I haven't been pregnant the last 10 months, so why should I think I am now. Except, maybe I am. Hopefully this month will be different for both of us!

Lori said...

I know that conversation as well. The hardest thing for me is that I am always scared to take the test, becuase I have seen so many negatives. From what I have read about you ovulating for the first time, makes me think that it could be VERY likely that you are pregnant. I will pray that you are!! Cannot wait to know!

Dea.nna said...

OMG! I'm so happy to know I'm not the only one having this conversation right now. Hang in there...praying for a BFP for you.

~Mendie~ said...

I hope that you get good news this Friday. I can't imagine having to wait after finally knowing you O'd! I'm just getting started in the process and I think I would lose my mind having to wait!

Positive thoughts coming your way! BFP please!

Amaprincess said...

OMG! THIS IS GOING TO BE ME NEXT WEEK! I'm anxious for both of us!!! Keeping my fingers crossed for you! Baby Dust!

Lady La said...

i just came across your blog tonight! ironically, i have been ttc since Nov 2008 and just recently started clomid and successfully ovulated. now to find out whether or not i can get pregnant! i giggled to myself at some of your posts because you sound so much like i do. that one year mark is coming quick and i hate to admit it. anyway, thanks for your willingness to share. i hope we both are blessed soon with pregnancy!

Kayce Pearson said...

Oh, I hope you are!! TTC sucks so bad, especially if you don't ovulate every month and need help to do so. We're going on month 18 of trying to have a second, and I am contemplating going on clomid in the next couple of months. The negative results get so hard that I haven't tested in about 6 months. I won't test until I am at least a week late. It's like my buffer of rejection..

Lots of baby dust your way, and congrats on the big o!!

Future Mama said...

OMG I know what you're going through!!!!!! BFP BFP BFP!!!

Chickie said...

I totally know how you feel... hoping you get your BFP!

Mrs. Cline said...

It's so exciting and terrifying at the same time! But PLEASE don't be discouraged when you take the test because I didn't get a positive test with the baby until day 39! I took a test on day 32 that was negative, then again on day 35 because HELLO, where was Aunt Flo?! And then on day 39, it was positive. So don't be discouraged!

Still thinking of you and hoping for you!

Alanna said...

I got mine at 10DPO, after I was convinced that I was NOT pregnant. Keeping my fingers crossed for you!!!

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